Thursday, December 29, 2011

In the Morning....

Jumping in to the middle seems to work best for me. No explanation. No apologies. Just SPLASH!


When I began Blogging in July I was at a very high point of emotion. Very positive. With Direction. Purpose. Desire. It was relatively easy to write. To Share. To bring you into my world. 


I have been desiring to blog, to write again. It is in me to write. Often I have things, ideas, thoughts, dreams and events I formulate into the beginnings of a blog. I have attempted many times over the last couple of months to begin again. And then I come here...to my laptop and I stall out. I freeze. My mind goes blank.


I know why.


I am weak. I don't do vulnerable well. I am not seeking 'help'. I am struggling. 


I don't like to share when I am here....


I have tried so many ways to pull myself out of where I keep falling. It is time to turn to pen and paper, Heart to Keyboard. Pouring out all that I am. Believing that I am loved no matter the journey I am on. Believing a key purpose of this journey, this life, this heart is to lay it out for many to see. Not because I am unique, special, one-of-a-kind, different (although I most certainly am all of those things!) I write and am called to share because YOU too have struggles. YOU too are on a journey, a path. A life of joys, delights, treasures, pain, sorrow. grief, struggles, successes and failures. YOU too begin each day fresh & new, desiring to make it a better day than the last. Desiring to bury yesterday and move forward with new resolve, promises and hope. WE are so different from one another and yet we are so much the same....

In the morning when I open my eyes
I give my attention to the heavenly skies


I offer myself, my day and my heart
To the one who gifts me a brand new start


I search for the hope that lies there within
And seek for His peace He offers again


I can't do the time set before me once more
I cry out to Him before my feet hit the floor


As the sky comes to light and lets go of the night
I focus on promise and let go of the fright


As I lazily stretch and become aware of the day
I open up heart, soul and spirit as I continue to pray


His love, peace and mercy reach out for my heart
pouring out grace and strength as I make move to just start.....


Blessings to you today as your feet hit the floor ♥ LR


4 comments:

  1. Love it mamma!
    kayls

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  2. Ahhh Robyn, again you've put it into words so beautifully.... thank you. Hugs to you Lady!

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  3. Thank you for writing again!! I LOVE LOVE LOVE your blog! Thank you for being honest and open and vulnerable. Thank you for saying what lots of us are feeling!

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  4. Thanks, my friend, for your beautiful words - and your vulnerability!

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